Holding Onto Hope

Hope- it’s what we live for and breath in. Hope- it’s what gets us up in the morning, when our bodies just want to give up and never see the light of day again. Hope- it’s what takes my thoughts from the grass beside my husband’s grave that imagines my grave and on it “she died from a broken heart” …

A Second Birthday in Heaven

Today you would have been 32, yet it is your second birthday in heaven. You are the most incredible man I have ever known and as I told you often, I would follow you anywhere, because you lead so well. You were the most amazing servant hearted husband, intentional daddy, and wonderful brother, son and friend. You were the cleanest …

To Feel not Fill

When going through great loss whether of relationships, dreams, hopes, or realities, the human body doesn’t want to feel the great hurt it’s experiencing. Oftentimes, we attempt to fill that emptiness  with addictions or with what can seem like “good” things by themselves, like good food, social media, friendships, busyness or many other things just to fill the great pain …

BIG Announcement

Right after my husband went to be with the Lord I was sitting on the front porch talking with my brother Tim and telling him how I was feeling and what I felt like the Lord was doing through this great hurt. He encouraged me to write it down and we prayed if it was the Lord will that He …